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Who am i?

  • Mar. 17th, 2007 at 12:33 AM
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Whats happening to me? What did i do to deserve this? My insides are eating away at my body. I dont know right from wrong im so messed up. Who would ever want to date a girl like me or even be friends with me. Im doomed with this terrible curse for the rest of my life. I have more pain in my life than happiness and no one will ever understand cuz no one ever will. Im not going no where in life, my brain plays with me and to top it off whats greater than depression eh? Time where u think all u want to do is kill yourself cuz the world would be better off without have some teenager who is ucking crazy cuz he mom made er that way. and now its affecting me so bad. Im going to turn out just like her dead end job and mental and no one wants to have someone like that around. Im a threat to myself.

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screwed up...

  • Feb. 22nd, 2007 at 9:32 PM
Me
Well everyone screws there life up some how.
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I love you so much

  • Feb. 21st, 2007 at 1:04 PM
Me
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
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A True Story

  • Feb. 21st, 2007 at 11:26 AM
Me
The Daughter of Tyr loved a boy, not just any boy, one with a brave and passonite soul. He stepped up when others ran away. He was one who knew her for who she truely was. He as brave enough to get past her hard outer shell to where she was everything he needed. The Daughter of Tyr made a mistake, she got a higher being anger. She alays loved this boy nd always will and she was truely sorry for what she did and did not know that the higher bing would find out. She stayed up for many hours that night thinking of him and asking herself who he love her in the morning. If he would ever forgive her. One day she is going to make the choice and move away from her father and live with the evil that haunts her past. She is doing this so she can truely be happy with the boy she loves. She always a waits for the next time he will sweep her off her feet, for the next time he her heart skips a beat and for the next time h takes her breathe away. She wants hi to know that she will always love him no matther what!
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Today is worst than yesterday...

  • Feb. 16th, 2007 at 9:38 AM
Me
I frigin look like a puffer fish scared to death plus it is really discomforting which suck when it comes to eating because i cant open my mouth very wide.
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well...

  • Feb. 15th, 2007 at 2:34 PM
Me
i got my wisdom teeth out, all i caemeber is puttg the needle in my hand and the waking up in a lazyboy, weird. Well right now my mouth is numb so its hard to eat and drink and as we speak im trying to eat mashed potatoes.I have these pain killers that knock me out cold when I take them so I'll be sleeping alot. I'm using my tongue to to chew because I'm afraid I will bite my lip or cheek and i won't know untill I taste blood. i can't tell if it swollen or not because of the freezing. Oh i got a slush right after and i was eating in the car and it went everywhere, oops.
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I don't know

  • Feb. 10th, 2007 at 11:50 AM
angel
I don't know what to do. I'm so confused, my life is so confusing. If I go one way i hurt people I love and if I go another way i hurt a person that meant everything to me. I need help I don't know what to do. I need help because my life is spinning.
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Can't stop crying

  • Feb. 8th, 2007 at 5:44 PM
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I just can't stop crying. I want to move on so I stop crying but when I even try I' back to the beginning and I cry even more. I don't know how someone could move on so quickly I don't understand as I not good enough. I lost something that i didn't want to lose. I wanted to lose it to someone who I'd be with for a really long time but it too late to get it back now. I made so many mistakes, I never want to let any one in who's going to rip me apart. I sure made that mistake and now I don't think i could do it again. I loved someone who I'd go to the end of the world and back. Now we barely even talk nd I may never be able to move on. I need someone who is going to would do anything for and wouldn't care. You were never my best boyfriend but you were the one who i had the most feeling for.
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Feb. 7th, 2007

  • 5:52 PM
Me
I'm sorry if I hurt you today at all but I can't take you back right now because I don't want to feel the pain anymore. Maybe in a couple of months when all this can be behind me I really need time to myself, to be myself. Kyle i just want you to know i still love you and today was the hardest day f my life to face you and not cry but when you said everything I couldn't hold it in. Maybe then we will both realize we need each other and doesn't matter what we have to do to be together. I'm sorry i broke up with you in the first place i was mad, sad, depressed and I did it all in the moment and i never took the time to think . I just wanted to stop hurting and to stop crying. Soon enough I will drop my past but its only been 2 year out of 16 and it thasn't been that long, but i know right now i hasn't effected me like it effected me a year ago where i never went out unless it was with my parents. I rarely went out and i just want you to knowi have been changing since then but it going o take a while.
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Feb. 4th, 2007

  • 4:43 PM
Me
All you bitches who wanted Kyle for themselves well congratulations he is now single
I broke up with him are you happy now
All I wanted was to be happy with him and not have to worry but that couldn't happen
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