Whats happening to me? What did i do to deserve this? My insides are eating away at my body. I dont know right from wrong im so messed up. Who would ever want to date a girl like me or even be friends with me. Im doomed with this terrible curse for the rest of my life. I have more pain in my life than happiness and no one will ever understand cuz no one ever will. Im not going no where in life, my brain plays with me and to top it off whats greater than depression eh? Time where u think all u want to do is kill yourself cuz the world would be better off without have some teenager who is ucking crazy cuz he mom made er that way. and now its affecting me so bad. Im going to turn out just like her dead end job and mental and no one wants to have someone like that around. Im a threat to myself.
- Mood:
fucking crying my eyes out
- Mood:
confused
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
- Mood:
loved
- Mood:
drained
- Location:basement
- Mood:
bored
- Location:basement
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:When your heart stops beating - Plus 44
- Mood:
confused
- Mood:
cold
- Mood:
lonely
I broke up with him are you happy now
All I wanted was to be happy with him and not have to worry but that couldn't happen
- Mood:
sad